Pregnancy Test...Today's the Day...

So today's the day...got my blood drawn for a pregnancy test an hour and a half ago.

Then went back to my car and bawled my eyes out.

I'm scared that I'm not pregnant, because I really don't think we can go through any more fertility treatments. 

And, I'm scared I AM pregnant, because what if another baby is too much? What if I've ruined everything?

Clearly, I am a crazy person.

The lab down here seems to take FOREVER to run tests...I don't expect to hear anything until the end of the day.

This whole thing sucks. I hate infertility so much.

XOXO