And at the End of The Two Week Wait We Have...

...a positive pregnancy test!!!!!!

I am beyond thrilled. And a little shell-shocked. I've had, I don't know, about 50 months in a row where the news has been bad, not good. The first 25 or so of those months it was no big deal, the last 25 it was increasingly gut-wrenchingly awful. Wow. I'm pregnant. And I know it's early, and a lot can go wrong still, but I don't know, I just feel in my gut that this is it, this is going to work out for us, there is going to be a huge shift in my world where for once I'm the bearer of happy, not awful news. It's been so incredibly long since that was the case.

Happy, very happy. And grateful. Things can go right in my world. :)